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[04 Apr 2009|02:21pm] |
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U2 - Pride (In the Name of Love) |
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I love you guys.
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| Random Quizziness |
[16 Jan 2009|05:54pm] |
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Robots In Disguise - Turn It Up |
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( Languages and such. )
So annoyingly confusing and completely nonmagical. Hm.
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| For Tigger on her Birthday |
[12 Sep 2007|12:22am] |
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Or supposed to be on her birthday, but my internet just died.
( More from that )
That came out a bit strange... Hope you enjoy, Tigger.
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| ARGH. |
[20 Jan 2007|04:24pm] |
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Why in fuck's name does my brother have to be such an ass? I go downstairs for a bit to do something I was asked to, and as soon as I come back up the stair what do I see? Him. On the computer. On WoW.
It's Saturday. I'm going to be gone from about 7:30 to 2:30 in the morning. He's going to be on all that time tonight.
And on top of that, I lost a day yesterday. It thought yesterday was Saturday, and I missed out on a bunch of shit I could have done. I coould have donated plasma. I could have called USAA again. I could have called the fucking courthouse, for god's sake, and found out what I need to do for this stupid ticket I have. And I was stuck thinking it was Saturday until 7pm.
And so I made the usual Saturday deal with him, that he can be on all night because it's Saturday and I wasn't even going to be here. But it wasn't and he invited a friend over, and I was stuck, awake and bored and twitchy, until 6am. And then I finally fell asleep for a few hours, had weird nightmares, and woke up to him. Still on the computer.
IT'S MY FUCKING COMPUTER. Hell, it was my fucking WoW account. All I want is some time, to not think about how we don't have any money, how I don't have a job, how my tooth hurts and my ear's stopped up and I feel like a worthless piece of shit. That's it. Some time to escape.
It's not my fault it froze out here, that he couldn't go to work. It's not my fault my mom won't let him go to school like a normal kid, so he can be with his friends all the time.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
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| I should be less amused by this. |
[02 Jan 2007|03:42pm] |
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Fran Ferdinand - The Fallen |
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For those of you who know how I dress. I lol'ed. XD
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Flamboyance |
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You scored higher than 99% on Originality |
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You scored higher than 99% on Deliberateness |
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You scored higher than 99% on Sexiness |
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| Eh, whatever. |
[01 Dec 2006|07:11pm] |
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| Heroes 1x09 |
[21 Nov 2006|03:21am] |
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Dragon Ash - morrow |
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What. The. Fuck. Just... *twitch twitch*
( Gah. Just GAH. )
And now I go beat my head against a wall because tomorrow I have to play chauffer for my family and still get ready for an interview in time. Someone shoot me, please. Or my family. Either works.
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| Hm. |
[17 Nov 2006|02:46am] |
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Together - A Heroes Soundtrack |
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Perverse curiousity and four+ years of customer service demand to know if I should go hire myself out to a Walmart or somewhere to be mean to the customers being stupid about getting PS3s. I bet I could make some good money off the employees...
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| Yeah... I dunno. |
[23 Oct 2006|03:53am] |
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So, being a complete and total Spandex Junkie™ and incapable of waking up before 10 am, I decided to download the current season of Power Rangers to see what it was all about. Magiranger is great, I've got it, too. Goofy as all get out, but really enjoyable.
Mystic Force... I haven't made it through the first ep(s) yet, but part of me is cringing at the thrown-togetherness of it, and the other part is giggling madly at how DUMB the characters are. It's reminding me of Jurassic Park 3. Trying to be serious and failing miserably.
This probably means it's going to grow on me like a fungus and I'll wind up loving it, but I keep eyeing Magiranger and thinking it should be more like that. We'll just have to see.
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| Recent Friendings |
[24 Nov 2005|08:36pm] |
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Hi! |
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To everyone I've friended in the last week or so:
Hi! Most if not all of you are fanfic authors I've been following for at least a year now, and never thought that you would have LJs of your own. (What was I thinking? God's got an lj, for crying out loud, even if it is a joke.) I've been rereading/catching up/rediscovering the fandoms that you're in, found out you have journals, and of course, like any delighted little fangirl, added you. I want to keep up on all your new fics and hope you'll seduce me into new fandoms (which is usually how I get into new fandoms anyways). I also hope you'll friend me back.
I can't wait to read your new stories, or the chapters for your current fics, or hell, anything you put out. I don't talk much, but I will DEFINITELY read, and comment (unless I feel I don't know enough about the source material, and even then I'll grammar nazi for you).
With Much Love, Affection, and Plot Bunnies,
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kurobahikaru, also known as Jess. Or sometimes Tavi.
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| The Kindness of My Heart, -5 |
[18 Nov 2005|12:52pm] |
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D-technolife - Uverworld |
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So, went to see Goblet of Fire last night, full costume. I loved it. It was great. Can't wait to go see it again tonight. I was tired enough that I crashed at a friend's house when I dropped them off and got home around 8:30-9 AM. I was woken up around noon.
Why? My sister had come back to town yesterday and decided to use my bathroom. And all my shower supplies.
There are a few reasons I have a problem with this. It's my day off, I have no access to a car, and I should get to sleep in is one. My buying all that stuff with my own money and not wanting to have to let someone else use it (no matter how she calls it "sharing," what she does isn't; taking anything someone else has and complaining when they take yours is NOT sharing, by any stretch) because I worked long and hard to get it is another. But the third's the kicker. I went to all the trouble to buy shampoo and conditioner (not expensive stuff, but something) to put in her bathroom so she would quit using mine. I shouldn't have been suprised to find out she took advantage of it. She took it back with her to her place in Corpus because she ran out. Which means I'll have to spend more money to keep her out. Or just lock the doors to my room... Which is probably what I'll do, as soon as I get my brother to teach me how to unlock them from the outside. The worst part is that I'll have to let my cat in all the time, he litterbox is in my bathroom.
I shouldn't have to do this. And she wonders why I'll never move in with her, ever.
"Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live." - Oscar Wilde
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| It's alive! |
[05 Oct 2005|12:10pm] |
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Digimon the Movie soundtrack - Here We Go |
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So, I have not posted in a while, mostly because I think my life is boring and there's nothing interesting going on. Aside from my bursts of frustration with people, and that means I bitch, and I don't want to because it makes me feel mean or something dumb like that.
But now my brother has challenged me, and I'm actually curious to see how far I can go with it. I wrote a fic snippet a while back, and he found it on my comp. He's demanding I finish it, because as he says, "There's not enough Kaitou Kid fic out there, and this is really good!"
So I am putting it to you, people on my friends' list, to tell me if this is any good and should be expanded. Help me, Obi-Wan Kenobi, you're my only hope(s)!
Magic Kaitou/The Magician crossover, take one.
( Here we go... )
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| Back from the dead... or maybe just undead... |
[26 Jun 2005|09:47pm] |
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Dar Williams - Cool As I Am |
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Yup, not dead. Only mostly dead, I guess... that's my usual state of being. Internet was down for a couple of weeks, but it's back now. Currently kinda sick, with a sore throat with white stuff on it. Even my tongue hurts. ;.; Bleh.
Nothing much happening, just work and home and sleep and work some more. Catching up on all the fics and stuff I missed, hanging out a bit, waiting for himekokurai to get back... And now I post quizzes.
( I am... )
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| Nnnnrgh... (zombie update) |
[02 Jun 2005|08:15am] |
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TISM - Everyone Else Has Had More Sex Than Me |
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Morning. Hate morning. Want go back to sleep... gotta work. Ick. *grumblewhinemoan*
Paycheck today! A-kon tomorrow! Can survive today. Just need shower... Hair red now. Hoping it'd be brighter for Lily cosplay, but isn't. Oh, well. *shrug*
Had weird dream. Probably broought on by too much Roachia and my own deep loathing of spiders, and the big huge spiders from World of Warcraft. Hate spiders. Yick. ;.; Bad post-apocalyptic urban battlefield dreams... I don't wanna be chased by hordes of giant spiders. j.j
Gonna get ready for work now. Later...
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[26 May 2005|11:36am] |
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Papa Roach - Scars |
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Posted earlier to another lj:
"I'm a Jessica, too, but the only place that ever gets used is on job applications and other official-ish paperwork. I've been Jess or Jessy since I was just a little bit, although I did try out all the different versions of Jessy and liked this one the best. (Although when your best friend knows two other Jessicas and met a third yesterday, it helps to be a little unique.)
"Kuroba Hikaru is the calmer, more suave, more mature version of me. That's why she's my online persona... in a place with no shortage of idiots, sometimes a cooler head is the only thing that'll save what little sanity you have left.
"Jess is a little bit quieter, a little more professional, I guess. That's what I get called at work, when I have to be quick on my feet.
"Jessy is, I guess, the real me. The one who can't go into supermarkets when I'm on a tight schedule because I want to look at EVERYTHING. Attention deficit, silly, sometimes hyper... I was tagged with Jessy-Tessy-Tavi a while ago, and it's stuck. I'm all about the "run and find out." ^^;;;
"Wow. That's the first time I've ever posted an etymology of my nickname(s). It makes me feel like Jennifer Talldeer in Mercedes Lackey's "Sacred Ground": like an onion, with layers."
I didn't realize I was like that. It makes me feel freer, to see who I am to others (at least in my own head).
So who are you, really?
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| A frood who knows where her towel's at. |
[29 Apr 2005|09:13am] |
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My Chemical Romance - Helena |
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Except, y'know, I have to decide which store. XD
So, the evil friend-creatures are kidnapping me, and I don't know if I'll be seen before Sunday. But it'll be fun, and I'll see how many funny looks I get for bringing a beach towel to a movie theater. *evil cackling* But that, as usual, is half the fun of being a fan of something. I dress up for cons, movie premieres, and book releases. And I'm not even in the fandoms.
Ah, life is good. XDDDD
You kids play safe this weekend!
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